­­­­Lately, I have been struggling to keep my head down. I know I am prone to procrastination but lately, it has gotten worse. Extreme procrastination is the new norm. I am struggling to focus. I am struggling to.. come up with words to describe why I am procrastinating.

Like every other human being, I want to feel happy. I want to feel content. I want to be successful. But I feel like, I am neither of those things, or is it just that I am not content with what I am, or have achieved, so far.

Life is just going by me, like a river. I am struggling to withstand the current. I fear I will slip and fall down. Should I exit the river? Or engage such that I cannot fall down?

Anyway, while I look for answers, Happy Valentine’s Day, world.